martes, 29 de diciembre de 2020
sigues allí (an incantation)
turn around
lunes, 21 de diciembre de 2020
momentos de cambio
domingo, 13 de diciembre de 2020
dreamEscape
Alice you've fallen down the rabbit hole
and the magic elixir, there is no more
what you need to ascend, is nothing more than the cold hard facts
so dust off ancient memory and come to terms with the past
a bright new world awaits you, it's just around the bend
grant yourself time and forgiveness before you begin again.
Self deception seemed a good idea at first but the truth will set you free.
Our mothers and fathers, bless them now, they did their very best
but when we learn from their ancient patterns
we ourselves begin to mend.
sábado, 12 de diciembre de 2020
The power of silence
The spider slowly spins it's intricate web,
while deep in the forest the squirrel, in his curious frenzy, dive bombs being seen by none
I hear a voice, a scent permeates my being
you have yet to leave me,
inspite of everything I know and have learned,
in our own silent world your presence
still
is heard
miércoles, 9 de diciembre de 2020
to the end...
There are who travel with you,
to the ends of the Earth.
--and despite the distance encountered,
each minute that passes,
there are whispers returned with a sign.
--and their presence remains in your soul.
These are difficult times and it's no wonder many wander,
but...
I feel incredibly fortunate to have those by my side.
With you all I remain, and some day soon,
we shall be together again.
So mote it be.
lunes, 7 de diciembre de 2020
Where there is truth
It is said that where there is truth, there is light.
and as I emerge from this darkness, a vibratory revelation
-owning my short comings, errors and trippings up-
I seek all answers
Scrying that crystal ball
adamently checking all my resources,
tired of drudging up the past.
my blood, the rivers run deep,
apparent remanents of another time
and I draw from this reservoir,
perhaps it's source,
my great grandmother knew it all too well...
sábado, 28 de noviembre de 2020
El Último Gran Maestro
es una pastilla dificil de tragar
cuando descubres que "la tóxica" ha sido tu
WIP
miércoles, 25 de noviembre de 2020
reflections
and I refuse to observe as I turn an inward eye.
I stop to take note, of the beauty in and around me.
How have we come so far? To arrive here where we are.
The irreparable damage, the force which wrought our dishelved lives.
They say survival is of the fittest, rightly so, it seems unjust.
viernes, 20 de noviembre de 2020
miércoles, 18 de noviembre de 2020
brick wall
I've walked without stopping and I have come this far,
lights shining bright, but I'm ready to hit a wall.
Enroute to catastrophe, I choose to ignore any warning of doing wrong.
If the course once set has not fully subsided,
there is a danger of falling off a monsterous cliff.
Hungrily I search, although my wounds have yet to heal.
Silently I wander, despite the resistant voice,
which tells me to call off the hunt.
martes, 17 de noviembre de 2020
toll bridge
I heard the laughter richochet off the wall
belitting my fall into temporary madness.
The world had drawn tight the curtain of uncertainty...
Was it worth it, the price I paid for the pain inflicted?
I summon my soul back into place,
and I rise from the depths of believing the deceptive façade.
You believe you've won but I shake my head no.
Whatever power that you HAD was bestowed to you by me.
And a fierce drive and love calls me back to my path.
Now time seems lost and perhaps was ill spent,
it was merely a moment in my life and I choose to encounter what's best.
Illusions return to their origin and the faith that I once had remains in tact.
miércoles, 11 de noviembre de 2020
As One
I said that my hope was to one day, arrive as One.
The rhythm, electricity, and fusion... the ability to coincide...
This desire remains although the hope I feel is expiring.
For what I believed to exist has since been destroyed
So HERE I sit, picking up the pieces of my shattered dream
The sun warms me as the tears stream down my face,
washing away, once and for all this fantasy of US.
broken
estoy rota, en millon de pedazos y a pesar de todo qué intento, no sé como volver a reponerme. Esta vez, a pesar de cuidarme, creo qué es el tiempo, lo menos que quiero admitir. La sensación de mi cuerpo, este falta de tú, no sé como superarlo.Entonces sigo, mirando otros caminos pero si no estás tú, no las quiero seguir. Es muy jodido después de tanto tiempo, confesar el error pero sobretodo intento empezar de nuevo.
lunes, 9 de noviembre de 2020
time
lunes, 2 de noviembre de 2020
El mundo es mi ostra
The world is my oyster
Me gustaría decir qué paso de repente pero no,
ha sido un camino lleno de barro y al contra corriente
pero por fin veo el Sol y todo qué me rodea.
Arrepentimientos no tengo por qué cada proceso te enseña,
pero ahora veo el arco iris, y estoy rodeada de arboles grandes, dulces,
aunque aveces repugnantes y asquerosos.
Mi ojos están abiertos a las posibilidades y es una maravilla descubrir de "su" existencia.
Y como una niña rodeada de caramelos, disfruto conocer lo que hay que vive afuera.
Como una persona con mucho amor, mi deseo es compartirlo.
Tarde o temprano, encontraré lo qué siempre buscaba.
Abriré este ostra y con cariño, voy a absorbarla,
apreciar y darle las gracias por tenerla.
Y es sorprendente, por qué cuando menos esperas, el mundo puede dar un giro
Lo que una vez fue ostra, se convierte en una perla.
miércoles, 28 de octubre de 2020
martes, 27 de octubre de 2020
fucked
that he could enter
And demolish everything
and make the life that I had created,
disappear completely.
He has this gift, this power,
Like a witch from the seventh floor
He'd come and demolish everything
he would punish me with his absences upon the arrival of his presence.
and I would sip the milk that I had spilled with my recklessness
and I would beg mercifully for a forgiveness never really justified
But that's where I am
faithful lover of his mouth
begging for peace
in the only place where I live and the soul that inhabits me.
miércoles, 21 de octubre de 2020
tell me why you ran
you saw the rain as it began to pour
from open wounds upon the shore
I saw you wonder at the gloomy sky
the clouds that gathered from deep inside
and so you ran, as fast as you could
hoping and praying that it all would pass
never really believing that an investment in time
would bring healing and closure
so you amble on, with pebbles in your hand,
and water trodden steps
not fully forgetting, never really letting go
yet never advancing
because lightning hit your soul.
lunes, 19 de octubre de 2020
little jewel
lunes, 12 de octubre de 2020
time will tell
We have these often disguised defenses that allow us to make our way through this world.
...and sometimes, for others, it seems that we are not enough.
yet much like that extraordinary song by Pink Floyd, never forget to Shine On,
for it may appear that your heart has gone unknown or unappreciated
but there lives, somewhere out there,
a soul as glorious as your own.
domingo, 4 de octubre de 2020
Valiente con mariposas
de niña jugaba, no de ser princesa,
pero de vivir en una cabaña en el bosque
un lugar lleno de luz y calor.
Me llamaron debíl por el hecho de ser niña,
y quería mostrar mi valentía, delante de cada situación.
Si digo la verdad, últimamente, abrazo a esta niña
qué en momentos dados, sentía su fragilidad
y buscaba un compañero para protegerla
evidentamente, no fuera necesario, solo un deseo de muchos siglos...
porque si tu naces por debajo de la protección de esta sombra,
esto es lo qué pides, alguien que mientras sueñas,
te vigila del dragón, y qué el dragon, no seas tú ....
martes, 29 de septiembre de 2020
lunes, 28 de septiembre de 2020
What have I done with my fear?
Such a faithful companion,
she followed me everywhere I went, ensuring that great feats of courage would go unheard.
Until I put her on a leash and taught her how to sit.
She is more cordial now, and has learned to take a bow
gracefully exiting stage right.
viernes, 25 de septiembre de 2020
Ollie ollie oxen free....
*Alle, alle auch sind frei...
So much time spent hiding backstage,
as "illumination" proved to be fascinating game,
yet slowly I awoke to my own depth defying venture.
As the transformation slowly began,
I observed that which caused me pain.
and I began to feel the Sun,
--for I have always adored the Moon.
and for once I understood that donning light, in and of itself, is also a form of guidance.
So I step forth, learning to abide in this world,
in my soul, in the deepest of my desires,
what I choose for humanity starts with me,
and an ardent wish, for us all to be...
Free
martes, 22 de septiembre de 2020
time escapes
Time escapes and the moments pass by so fast,
as treasured memories evaporate into mist.
I embrace their beauty and a quick arriving future,
--submerged into the unknown.
How quickly they grow...
lunes, 21 de septiembre de 2020
Amistad
Pareciá tan sencillo y creí que así de simple sería, pero la bruta realidad es que puede ser dificíl de encontrar. Lo habían dicho y creo es verdad, qué con los dedos de una mano, las amistades uno se puede contar. También me dijo un amigo, qué existen varias tipos, diferentes niveles, algunos son para siempre otros son meras casualidades. Hay los que te llamen, para saber como estás, otros que te busquen cuando necesiten algo... Depués hay las qué, con todo la distancia-sea kilometros o años, todo sigue igual. Creo es el bien más apreciada que tengo en este vida. Antes siempre decía yo, "ser un buen amiga, es más importante que tener un buen amiga". Ahora no lo sé, pero reconozco qué es dificíl empezar del cero, en otro país, con otro idioma, otros costumbres... y echo mucho de menos este parte de mi patría, las amistades que me envuelven, con su sencillo presencia, su gran saber estar.
domingo, 20 de septiembre de 2020
"deja de insistir"
esta mañana escuche una voz y me dijo
"que la persistencia puede ser una gran aliada
pero la veradera fuerza, es saber dejar ir."
Como los arboles del otoño,
todo forma parte de vivir.
La paz que llevas adentro, los pasos en silencio cuando caminas,
el oleada de aire cuando respires, todo es un dar y recibir.
El apego, dicen, no ayuda en crecer,
y en los ultimos meses, el desapego ha sido la norma.
El dolor me inunda, por lo bueno qué paso, por la fortuna que he tenido...
y lo qué tendré porque todo cambia,
con nuevos oportunidades y todo el aprendizaje que lleva
y sigo
...con fé i esperanza,
para el reencuentro
con mi corazón.
jueves, 17 de septiembre de 2020
Uncertain·me
They ask us to have no fear,
and tell us to keep the faith,
but there is this resounding part of me that just wishes to play it safe.
I've no need for the extraordinary, no need to go the go that extra mile.
The hermit in me emerges and I look for the way to maintain my grace.
For the beast still roams among us and I've no need to meet him head on.
I will to carefully dodge this bullet and wait in the shade of the apple tree.
martes, 15 de septiembre de 2020
this insatiable desire to laugh
there are times
I am led astray
and times where the cravings are phenomenally strong
but my heartbeat nestled up beside my belly as it laughs.
it's such a powerful elixir for my soul
and the impression of it's memory
makes me desire it's rhythm even more
and so I go,
running to the place where I heard it's name
to the clouds, I weep, in earnest effort to join it's course
safety and warmth
within that beloved sound
martes, 1 de septiembre de 2020
transcendental bliss
listen now
for I say to you,
take a deep breath
for we are all in this tumultous moment together,
where uncertainty reigns and no one really knows what to do.
I ask of you, keep your spirits high, attempt to understand your fellow man,
be forgiving,
we are all we have.
We all make mistakes and many of us are scared but I pray that you keep the faith.
It is as if we are entering a powerful storm and the best way for us to survive is to hold each other close.
Please believe in your fellow humans, be kind and forgiving to yourself.
Seek higher ground and project a powerful vision, a resolution for healing,
keep the faith,
DAWN is close at hand.
sábado, 29 de agosto de 2020
fluctuate
Silence reigns in lofty sails,
as the rain it crowns, the dusty trails.
Rage, its rise pays debt to a long lost past,
as waves graze upon a grateful shore.
--peace is found within this place--
Though fears lie bare, and the mistakes I've made
are buried beneath this shattered glass
-never believing they could emerge-
paying testimony to my vulnerabilty
--a desire for acceptibility
--a longing for comprehension
--craving for some acceptance
--hope for forgiveness
Onward I forge, inspite of the broken
stillness, here, I learn to heal.
sábado, 22 de agosto de 2020
"un descans"
From Alice in Wonderland...
– Pero, ¿tú me amas? – Preguntó Alicia.
– ¡No, no te amo! – Respondió el Conejo Blanco.
Alicia arrugó la frente y comenzó a frotarse las manos, como hacía siempre cuando se sentía herida.
– ¿Lo ves? – Dijo el Conejo Blanco.
Ahora te estarás preguntando qué has hecho mal, para que no consiga quererte al menos un poco, qué te hace tan imperfecta, fragmentada.
Es por eso que no puedo amarte.
Porque habrá días en los cuales estaré cansado, enojado, con la cabeza en las nubes y te lastimaré.
Cada día pisoteamos los sentimientos por aburrimiento, descuidos e incomprensiones.
Pero
si no te amas al menos un poco, si no creas una coraza de pura alegría
alrededor de tu corazón, mis débiles dardos se harán letales y te
destruirán.
La primera vez que te vi hice un pacto conmigo mismo: “evitaré amarte hasta que no hayas aprendido a amarte a ti misma “.
Por eso Alicia no, no te amo.
No puedo hacerlo.-
Extraído del libro “Alicia en el país de las maravillas”
sábado, 15 de agosto de 2020
La bajada
Cuesta más que pensaba...
el principio parecía tan sencillo
nada de ataduras, un sencillo buenos dias,
y antes de dormir, las buenas noches.
Escalé sin saberlo, a una cima qué al bajar,
me resulta difícil de manejar
Voy buscando donde apoyarme...
pero la verdad, deseo esté tobogán
qué me permite deslizar por la espalda
a este rincón, donde me acuna el silencio
donde la respiración me guía
este abrazo que cura absolutamente todo
Parece una injusticia, desear algo más qué esto.
miércoles, 12 de agosto de 2020
El Lobo que me cuida
lunes, 27 de julio de 2020
simply enough
-it's early role in my life
-and the absence of silence that followed
-the sing song candy of sugar in my veins
-the burning sensation of dance within my soul
this all gave way to my firm foundation
that words upon a page were rules which one could follow
or simply destroy
then came the day when breath became my most precious resource
and the night sky, my most faithful companion.
I sought refuge in the quiet mysterious world of old
and there I found
a Me that I had never known.
I had to fight fear to reach the apex of my desires.
and few were those who witnessed the bonding of souls,
an intricate tapestry laid for a community to behold.
I quietly moved to the sound of my own drum
and afterall, I believed,
that it was simply enough.
sábado, 25 de julio de 2020
TOXI·City
Bold enough to roar
Memories begin to fade.
and I come to the conclusion
that what once I believed was certain
were merely crumbs upon the floor.
So with great care and determination,
I begin to devise my own advanced notion
and initiate the power of acceptance.
With an inmense sense of gratitude and grace
I mark my objectives high
aiming towards the sky
Faith I have found upon this trail of failure
but success, I have discovered even more.
and as I march on towards my aspirations
within me a mighty desire to surpass all expectation
and from my silent refuge I seek
the courage to sing
a quiet powerful tune
for I have a Vision
and from this Palace
jueves, 23 de julio de 2020
HEREU
En mayúsculas,
Esta palabra, me llegó rápido.
La noción de herencia,
pero en términos muy sencillos y brutales .
¿Cuál es el legado que dejas a los demás?
¿Sería una casa? ¿un coche? ¿un barco? ¿un negocio?
o simplemente €uros para gastar?
No, nada de esto me importa, me aferro a la noción de algo más.
El amor propio, un concepto sobreutilizado con frequencia, es el regalo más poderoso de todos.
Si enseñamos a otros a amarse profundamente,
a pesar de todas estas "defectos" que este mundo parece creer que tenemos.
Porque de este pozo de abundancia, aprendemos a aceptarnos primero,
luego observamos a los demás, en nuestra hermosa luz imperfecta aprendemos a brillar.
Vinimos aquí para disfrutar de la vida, no para vencernos.
Porque cuando estamos satisfechos con nosotros mismos, en otros podemos confiar.
Así que oro, queridos humanos, dejen esta herencia y nada más atrás.
miércoles, 22 de julio de 2020
el Son del meu "cor"
jueves, 16 de julio de 2020
Escudo Blanco
abierto para amar...
jueves, 9 de julio de 2020
Souls for SALE
you KNOW it's so
we are all for sale
with some fancy new fangled
mercy to sell
you see it in the news
it flashes by your feed
there is no time
to digest it all
just let it all hit you in the face
no place to run
no place to hide
they are all run by the same ONE
they've got us all so addicted to the furitive high
you couldn't escape
even if you tried
so give up
don't give it a second thought
you've got the answer
and if not, there's another who does
don't take the time to hear your voice
it's much too quiet
it has no place
UNLESS
you make a vow
to take it all back
reclaim your independence
miércoles, 8 de julio de 2020
Instinto Real
No es legítima a pesar de todos nuestros deseos
*Dedicada a mi hija y a todas sus amistades; los superficiales y los reales.
return
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