there has been a war inside me
it's raged on far too long
My reaactions to life are tightly engrained
and I see now the battle that lies ahead
I clench my teeth, and stop my breath
yet I know,
there's something more to this
quite simply it may be,
that I do things opposite of how they could be done.
This pattern I shall alter...
listening to myself,
take my time to breathe.
Mustering up my faith
as I witness it all unwind.
